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2006/6/27 考试羁绊 都不知道这会该不该来，好久没更新了。最近的心情很复杂，completely confused…
虽然每次上网都会常规性的登录Windows Live Messenger，打开MSN Space，可只是看看，并未增添新的意义。其实看的最多的是Statistics那个页面。想看看 Referring address里都谁在，有没有那个熟记的地址。至少现在看来，希望是缥缈的。这么说是不是有些功利主义？那就先自省一下。
像往常一样开机，浏览MSN Spaces。看到了别的内容，不是关于我，觉得也该写些什么。不想这个学期仅仅以空白结尾。
近来也没什么大事可言，除了世界杯外。每天也都发生了些许插曲。不知道考试算不算一个。
不，应该是永恒的主题，起码这两周里是。为了期末考试，改变了很多，心情，作息，饮食。也由于世界杯，平常节奏遭到破坏。考了一门又一门，已近麻木。尤其是昨天的运营管理，开场20分钟便停笔。WHY？因为接下来的都不会做。终场铃声响，只觉得自己在梦游。期初的理想“分数改变命运”看来是泡汤了（似乎又要等下一学年再来豪言壮语）。因为试卷太难了，对于我而言。没有复习充分，没有意识到形势的严峻，“大意失荆州”。恐怕失去的不仅是“荆州”。那种感知出来的逝去感更加强烈。潜意识在敲打自己，隐约中她在飘去。
每次遇到考试，作弊的话题总是焦点之一。大考小考均不例外，俨然中国又一特色。不知道是体制所逼，还是道德再次缺失。考场上忙碌的身影，窃窃的私语，只是让我再次揪心。不过之后只是麻木加上深深的鄙视。最恨那些道貌岸然却四处窃得“成果”之辈，因为他（她）们心中并未存有疚愧。真的在诅咒这类人群从地球消失，越远越好。
最后一门统计学，还有两天的准备时间。昨天爸爸还在Skype里提醒，不要因为看球耽误了第二天的考试。还是那么的关心，那样的叮咛。想到这儿，刚刚的自责才下眉头，却又涌上心头。渐渐眼眶有些湿润。每次让爸爸转帐汇款的时候，他都二话不说，只是叮嘱注意身体，搞好学习之类。而我一味的索取，却无以为报。妈妈也是如此，只要是于我有利，生活中再小的细节也不忽略。本可家中享福的她，却甘愿辛苦，付出的太多。我在外头每天“挥霍”，他们依然如初。不想将此归功于北京的物价指数。
不知奶奶最近的身体怎么样了。考完后还有两周的实践周，得过一阵子才能回家。“好男儿志在四方”，可事业总是伴随着牺牲。有的时候那种离别真的是让人难以忍受。担心时间过去一天，与奶奶见面的概率就少了0.01。只能祈祷您老人家能延年益寿。再多的天伦之乐或许都不能弥补您过去的苦，累，但我不会让您失望。
扬声器里还是Love is…的曲调。对Rock，Hip-Hop等越来越陌生了，只是觉得Classical的的钢琴曲很美,alone and lonely的那种…… 2006/6/10 Football PartyWorlds Collide
 Thirty-two nations, one golden dream.
Five Players To Watch
1. Kaká, Brazil
2. Michael Ballack, Germany
3. Francesco Totti, Italy
4. Oguchi Onyewu, U.S.
5. Lionel Messi, Argentina
Five Teams To Watch
1. United States
3. Ivory Coast
4. Spain
5. Australia
Five Storylines To Follow
1. A return to normalcy.
2. Will Wayne Rooney even Play?
 3. Will the Serie A scandal affcet Italy?
4. Can Spain's Luis Aragones and Ulraine's Oleg Blokin hold their tongues?
5. Mixing politics with sports.
 Now it's our party of football. Let's look forward to these Fives together. 2006/6/5 Go, MavericksMavs rally to finish Suns, earn first trip to NBA Finals
It's wonderful! It's a great win!
Dirk Nowitzki shook off an awful start and the Mavericks' defense shut down Phoenix in a second-half comeback, beating the Suns 102-93 on Saturday night to win the Western Conference finals 4-2.
"That's the kind of defense we play under Avery," Nowitzki said, "and it won us the game in the second half."
Nowitzki, coming off a career playoff high 50 points in Game 5, scored 16 of his 24 points in the second half and the Mavericks clinched a series on the road for the third time in three tries in these playoffs.
"For the first time in my life," Mavericks owner Mark Cuban said, "I'm speechless." Dallas opens the NBA finals at home against the Miami Heat on Thursday night. It will be a showdown of finals' first-timers, the first time that's happened since Baltimore played Milwaukee in 1971. "This was a special night for us," Johnson said. "We were so bad in the first half and so good in the second half. The way we turned it on from the middle of the third quarter on into the fourth was incredible." Johnson, the NBA coach of the year in his first full season, focused on adding toughness and defense to a team known as a high-scoring, finesse squad. NBA's MVP for the 2004-06 season,Steve Nash thought the team may have simply worn down, unable to keep up the energy that was so necessary for its success without big Amare Stoudemire, who missed all but three games this season because of knee surgery. The Suns needed seven games to beat the Los Angeles Lakers and Clippers in the first two rounds, and led at the half in five of the six games against Dallas. "I don't know if you can pin it all on fatigue," Nash said, "but I also think it would be ignorant not to say it played a part." Congratulations, Dallas. You paly well. Actually, I am not the fan of Mavericks. Tracy McGrady is my favourite. However, I send my best regards to Dalls, especially for Dirk. Afrer all, it's a exciting victory whick belongs to all of the players and fans. That is BASKETBALL. Go, Mavericks. Play for the NBA World Champion. And tell O'Neal and Wade that you are the best!
2006/6/1 About LoveWhen we fall in love with each other, we do not know what love is. When we realize it, love has gone away . We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart) I am never without it (anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) |
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