好久未有感言了，本不该这时来，无奈熬不过一丝的放下和等待，只有硬着头皮坚持了。

      真的有些意外，五月的北京，竟然也会飘着丝丝细雨，仿佛诗画江南的感觉。窗外还在延续着滴答的敲打声，就像是雨水在欢舞，在庆祝。那把小绿伞也第一次派上了用场，两年了，未曾经过。这样的天气真好，有种家的感觉，旧时的依恋似乎又在眼前。忘记空调，不用电扇，睡着凉席，虽然简陋了点，真的很凉爽。这已是上天给北京此时最大的恩赐了。

      一小时前，突然间觉得自己很伟大。昨晚下课后回来像往常一样开机，真是天有不测风云，桌面上程序和IE均打不开，但其他软件工作都正常。这着实让我郁闷。不停的重启，不住的忙乱，结果还是drwtsn32被迫关闭，explore.exe出现错误，陷入了死机的困境。无奈，只有重装系统。谁知道，这回被正版Windows害惨了。由于要电话激活，手机又无法拨通客服，苦等到一同学回到宿舍后借来小灵通。一番和数字ID认证的折腾后，Windows算是激活了，也能正常登录。可问题还是没得到解决，还是依旧出现错误，依旧死机。换了别人，估计会撇在一边等着拿到维修中心去了。真是性格不饶人呐。我决定自己在摸索中解决。

      于是，在百度搜索病因，系统修复，删除恶意软件，编辑注册表，绞尽脑汁，把所有能想到的方法都尝试了几遍。结果，还是不行。就这样一直失败，一直尝试。或许真是连老天都感动了吧。在手动删除了58个无效DLL文件后，瞬间觉察出屏幕有些异样，抱着试试看的态度，双击桌面快捷方式，打开IE。天啊，问题居然不复存在，系统又恢复正常。这时，离第一次重装系统已有8个小时。终于等到了柳暗花明的那一刻。

      这一瞬间，很为自己鼓舞，成就感顿时涌现。很想向周围的人报喜，可他们此时正在梦乡之中。只得独自“窃喜”。忽然间又觉得自己让功利主义冲昏了头脑，俨然已是胜利者。其实什么也没得到。

      因为没人感到分享的喜悦。

      说真的，得到sb.的心情诉苦时，就有一种预感，一种冲动。当然不是护花使者的心态，不管被对方当作什么，只是觉得应该让她开心。于是也就那样做了。不知为何，看着身边的她，有种莫名的欣然。没有酸楚，只是觉得那时偎依，一定很惬意。喜欢凝固间看着双眼，听着话语，轻抚柔发的感觉。我知道这不是占有欲，恰恰相反，却是意念间的爱抚在使然。内心深处早已不想有些许伤害向她袭去。也许这时我得忏悔，明知不可为而为之，罪过之大，幼稚之深，不敢想象。可至少真的是个*粉知己在等待。碰撞间那种感觉才属珍贵。

      伴随着kiss the rain的曲声，我也该离去了。不能不要学习，这似乎又是一次公理。

         不知不觉间，天气开始变得热了起来，人也变的浮躁了些。烘烤的日子正一步步逼近。

 

      今天正好赶上五四青年节。虽说还是祖国的花朵，但早上睡懒觉似乎更诱人，终于一直昏睡……

Generally speaking, people are fond of holiday. While on vacation, they could enjoy themselves beyond busy work. May 1st is Labor Day. Chinese have a three days’ holiday according to law. In order to make the worker enjoy happier days and advance the economic growth, the government made a policy that people would enjoy seven days at the beginning of May. Then we call these days “Golden Week”. It sounds very nice, doesn’t it?

   Now to my mind, this week is not “golden” but damned. It’s not my holiday.

   Actually, there are nine days for me to have a rest. Because I didn’t need to have classes since last Saturday. I liked to be on holiday in former days for the busy classes. But this time I don’t feel any happiness.

   Some say that in college every day is vacation time, provided that you run away from the class. Maybe this saying is right. This week is an official vacation because of no worrying about the class roll call. You have enough time to do whatever you want in this long vacation. However, I have little passion when the holiday comes. I’m confused.

   In schooldays, I need to have a meal, go to class, take exercise and so on. Now I have nothing to do but sleep on bed. Even the canteen has been where I am not willing to go. It’s too boring.

   As a matter of fact, I had some plans for this holiday. Such as going home, having a trip with someone or visiting high school classmates in Beijing. Even if having a nice day with someone in campus seemed perfect to me. Finally these all came to naught due to various reasons. The only thing that I can do is to stay at the dormitory. What a bad plan!

  Considering some examinations this term, I’d better to review books at school. Espeically the midterm exam of Econometrics. It’s an ugly course where Maths, Statistics and English are mixed here. It’s so difficult that we don’t know what the teacher talking about constantly. Thus I must prepare for it well as soon as possible.

   For some unknown reasons, last month my Internet traffic was beyond the limit of 10G a month. So my account was locked by ISP of our university. And nobody of ISP keeps watch on this vacation. Fortunately, I got an extra prepaid card from one of my friends. Now I could surf on the Intenet again.

   Well, nothing to worry about, nothing to think of, just calm down to prepare myself for the coming exams. I don’t wanna fail.

   Every day is a nice day. However, sometimes naive.

  These words always vibrate in my mind.