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27/01/2007 迟到的噩耗 亲爱的奶奶走了，没有留下一句话，静静的走了。
这已是两个月前的事了，今天我才知道。迟到的噩耗，让我大脑一片空白，真的不知道该如何面对九泉之下的奶奶。
当时远在1300公里以外，为了不影响我的正常学习生活，家里竟然“严守”着这么大的“秘密”，直到今晚爸爸才告诉我奶奶去世的事。天啊！10月初还回家探望过奶奶，当时奶奶精神很好，身体状态也不错，和我有说有笑。怎么突然就选择离开了呢？这最后一次见面竟然是如此的让人心酸，让人悲恸，真是世事难料。就这样走了，不带走一丝牵挂，不带走一片云彩。为什么？为什么生命在走过83个春秋后就这样结束了，本可以继续她的色彩。
为什么不等我回来？
为什么不告诉我？
想想奶奶走后的两个月里，我却浑然不知，依然生活如初，有说有笑，这还算人吗？连最起码的道德标准都没尽到。
脑海里浮现奶奶的音容笑貌，亲切，真实，可敬。我无法接受这个我无法改变的事实，不敢相信这种事会发生在我的身上。因为我不相信奶奶生命的结局会是这样。我想知道奶奶为什么会离开，谁能告诉我？难道这世间就没有值得你留恋的吗？至少还有我们，还有我们全家尽心孝顺您啊。本该享受天伦之乐，却选择了放弃。
傻傻的我本打算下午去叔叔家看望几个月没见的奶奶，后来因故未去成。现在还能见到什么？除了奶奶的遗像。
奶奶，您为什么不等我回来呢？至少也让我能最后看您一眼。
可如今，一切都无法挽回。
终生的遗憾，无法忘却。 可怜的是，我只能说，如果有天堂，我希望奶奶能永远待在里面，永远快乐。 奶奶不要走，我想您！还能再见到您吗？ 永远想念奶奶，永远爱奶奶！
25/01/2007 It's OverThank goodness! It's over. Those damned examination days have gone to die. I am back now.
And I am back to normal. Without all-night learning any more. That's exciting.
These two weeks I feared the test results night and day. I was anxious about those tests. Now that these examinations are over, I could have a rest.
I'm too tired.
The final of this term is the worst among those of three years in BNU. I am even worried sick about the points. Maybe I will have a few fails.
Several hours ago, I sent some E-mails to my teachers who may fail me in some tests. I begged for their mercy and more points. I hate to join the makeup next term.
May I be successful? I don't know.
Give me some help please. 15/01/2007 The Following Final ExaminationsOh, my God! More than four months have past. Now it's the end of this term. How time flies! Quietly, the year of 2007 came. Then followed by the final examinations. It claims that my happy days have ended. From now on, I must spend every seconds reviewing my courses.
I have no better choice.
I love NBA games. But now I have to say goodbye to T-Mac, Kobe and Iverson for a while.
I like surfing on the Internet. But now I have to say goodbye to the MSN community and Windows Live Spaces provisionally.
I have to say goodbye to things that waste my study time. What a pity!
I am suffering now.
The examinations will last till next Thursday. Then the winter holiday will begin. I can back to normal state by then.
I'm looking forward to seeing my family and friends. I miss you very much.
It's time to prepare for tomorrow's damned examination. Go! About LoveLove, free as air at sight of human ties, Spreads his light wings, and in a moment flies. Suspicion is the best way to terminate love while tolerance makes it thrive. 06/01/2007 天净沙·*思枯藤老树昏鸦，
小桥流水人家， 古道西风瘦马。 夕阳西下， 断肠人在天涯。 看起来过于凄悲了，其实事实正是如此。感觉已然壮志暮年，夕阳的光辉就在眼前。不自觉的又想到了人生，生命的意义真是永恒的话题。
流年不利，慨叹生命如此脆弱。很快就要期末考试了，压力也一天天的大了起来。毕竟自己一直是个很在乎学习，很在乎表现的人。想着，想着，自然就累了。累了以后，身体就会和你“抗议”。也许这就是所谓的“亚健康”。头晕，目眩，腰酸，背痛，甚至一些平日里从未谋面的病痛也会争相光顾，简直就是一个饱受摧残的季节。我很怕，在医药费高昂的中国，我无所适从。不得不说，自己老了。还未享受法兰西的浪漫，就已经被日子的凝重压迫得不堪一击。
这是何等的可歌可泣啊！
今天又起风了。有风的冬天就是再次伤痛的催化剂。因为这是北京的冬天，北京的风。
思量着还没给S.送蛋糕，晚上就草草的出门了。这次是见两个人，同样的地点，不同样的时间。碰巧都是在宿舍待着，一个见到了，一个说好明天再见。有私事，也有半公半私的事－－总之都是对得住的好事。
风如刀割之后，湿漉漉的我逃回了自己的那片小天地，那里还算得上是驻留的港湾。
没有风，没有浪，有的只是心灵的短暂静谧……
还有感情的压抑。
 01/01/2007 A New Year Has Come2007 comes to us, quietly.
A new year has come.
It's a new start.
It's a different time.
So, Happy New Year, everyone.
And enjoy this new year.
Everything would go well, I wish.
The following tasks are final exams.
I haven't prepared well.
Very nervous.
Anyway, I am doing my best.
Believe in me. |
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